Sad

I’m feeling a little sad.

It’s been going on for a while. Extended lengths of time. Ranging from neutral to depths of despair.

Part of it, for sure, is that most Evil of ‘disorders’, Depression.

I hate the fucker. It makes me think things I don’t want to think.

Right now, I’m sad because I’ve been doing a little reminiscing. I’m feeling a little nostalgic and, to be quite honest, I’m a little pissed about what I’ve lost.

I’ve been thinking about the trip I did, a few years back, with three other amazing women, Stacey, Brenda and Annabel as part of a Coca Cola (the drink) adventure.

The four of us were selected, through our blogs, to be Live Positively Ambassadors.

This, in itself, was M I N D B L O W I N G!

They took us to Shanghai, China, we toured Coke headquarters over there, and experienced the World Fair 2010 and more … so much more.

Do you have any idea what it means, particularly as an ambassador of sorts for Depression and associated illnesses, to be chosen